So the thing with Beckett is that he can get really boring. OK, that’s not really fair. He’s trying to do something revolutionary here, you can sense that even if you’re not unnecessarily caught up in his post-war context. I’d only read Waiting for Godot before (I’ve never seen it performed) and, being a play, I’m sure that it lends itself to all sorts of interesting adventures when it’s being staged, the lumber of its existentialist weight transformed into a charged climate of anticipation once it comes alive. The short story is a different matter altogether. The density of modern despair condensed into flat, barren internal monologues is not that much fun, to be honest. I know that one is supposed to see that that is the point but it’s one that put me to sleep.
There are four stories – First Love, The Expelled, The Calmative and The End, each of which seemed to me to follow each other in a non-committal, haphazard fashion even though they were all published years apart. The main character, anomic and nondescript enough to resemble every person in ’50s Western Europe, keeps being rendered homeless at the beginning of each story under various circumstances and sets about trying to resolve some deeper, more relevant crisis which, of course, he doesn’t manage to do by the time the story ends. He is up against mundane difficulties which only emphasise all the inner strife, be it the inability to love meaningfully, as in First Love or the indifference to death, as in The End. Leaden, lean descriptions drift somewhat uncertainly and heighten the greater question marks on belonging, belief, human relationships with other humans, nature and the city. Much like the central character, the world around is unsure and uprooted.
Time is stretched and twisted, much like in Godot, making it form complex patterns through the life of the apparent protagonist, from his early youth to his death. That’s the interesting bit, embedded in the physics of change that the world was then reeling from and exercising unto its lost individuals. But then this very comatose ramble through the urban dystopias and bizarre non-events that have become all too familiar fifty years down the line starts alienating one.
There is some real dry humour lacing the stories though, which is enjoyable. Absurd exchanges, soliloquies and asides run through the four episodes, gravely delivered in mock-morbid ways as if to shoot a knowing look at the reader, a fleeting nod and then back to being dead serious. Lines like, ‘But man is still today, at the age of twenty-five, at the mercy of an erection...’ and ‘A good night’s nightmare and a tin of sardines would restore my sensitivity’ stand out as truly memorable.
I did finish the book but it required effort. It got me thinking about whether some writers, while great because of their incredibly responsible work at a certain point in history, become a lot less pleasurable and don’t hold up as great craftspeople years later.


